Monday, June 15, 2009

Yesterday and Today

Yesterday is always followed by today and tomorrow would become another today. Someone, who I take as a mentor said this to me in different ways and I predicted it in this sentence. Yesterday always has somethings to say and predict our today and what follows we don't know. However, your yesterday has a lot of importance in your lives because it is the yesterday that has the damn guts to make you, break you or change you. My yesterday also taught me a lot and not only did it slow poison me but also managed to ingrain the thought of changing myself.

No matter how much you feel your life is simple, it's going on and no matter what happens to you, you will still remain the same, others don't let you. There is no such thing that would allow you to be yourself and look at the world with your eyes. People around you just want you to see the world through your eyes, friends don't remain because they were never the friends you thought them to be. The world is heading towards nowhere because it's the people, who are actually heading nowhere.

I faced a situation yesterday and my trust on people is going for a toss. I was a happy-go-lucky girl, who now feels that this was her biggest mistake. I was headstrong that no matter what happens, I would never change myself.I would cherish any good moment and learn something new through the bad ones. But post this one incident that shattered a lot of things in me, has actually shattered my inner self. It has managed to finally make me think that I should change and just not bother about anyone around me. This is the world I am living in, a world that does not value friends, a world that does not value anyone; it's only your selfish motives. It was yesterday that I got the blow that has changed my today and will change any tomorrow that I wait to see.